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April 2012

Why? How?

It’s so hard to believe. It doesn’t make any sense. It can’t be real because this just doesn’t happen to you. To …

Tough week

… or two.I wish I could just cuddle with you under the blanket. How you always managed to give me so much …

I’m afraid

I’m afraid of the upcoming summer. I don’t want it to arrive.Summer has been our time, that’s the time when we’ve got …

Another “first of”

Feeling weird when being on a work-trip without you Missing “our routine” of going through the hotel-room, and talking about the day. …

Spiraling

Where are you when I need you the most? You always knew how to calm me down, and how to re-direct thoughts …

Tidal waves

Grief comes like a tidal wave. It just bursts out of nowhere and flushes everything out of its path.Between the waves there’s …

The greatest thing

In my mind and in this time of my life, I feel that the greatest thing is to love honestly and truly. …

The power of the mind

Watched once again the movie A Beautiful Mind, and while it might be true that my boogeymen are not quite as “physical”, …

Need to talk

I need to talk with you. You were always the reasonable and comforting one. No matter what happened, you were there for …

Questions

Could I have done more? Should I have done something differently?What would you want me to do?What would you have done if …