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May 2012

Stay with me…

¬†Opeth: Harvest Stay with me awhile Rise above the vile Name my final rest Poured into my chest Into the orchard I …

Fed up

One can spend only so many days watching pointless programs on TV and staring the computer screen waiting for something to happen …

8 months

I wonder if the counting of days ever stops?It’s now 8 months since you’re gone… I feel like I’m beginning to accept …

Yet another “first”

A day of celebration… Right.The only person I’d like to spend it with, is you. Right now, I don’t even want J …

The grief is passing?

It feels like the overwhelming grief might be passing… or maybe I’m just getting used to it? But what remains is sadness, …

Mother’s Day

It’s 4.30 in the morning. I’ve been up (well, awake anyway) since about 3.This seems to be the new “normal” for me.Today …

Alone

Yesterday some things happened. All in all, these past few weeks have been very hard. It’s so abundantly clear that you’re not …

Just a dream?

You have no idea how much I need you right now. You were the only one to really see me as I …

Dreaming

“Go into place where you feel relaxed and comfortable.” I know what’s coming before it happens.I feel the sofa under my feet, …