Longing

Waiting for sleep to arrive… I guess I should be used to it by now, but no.. it still feels weird to be completely exhausted but at the same time unable to sleep :(

It’s strange how sometimes the longing comes completely out of the blue. Like yesterday, I was visiting a record-store, trying to find a certain cd (didn’t find it though, I have no idea about the categorization of different genres…). And there I am, in the middle of the music-filled shelves, and suddenly it hits me. How much you would have enjoyed being there with me… yet another thing we never got to do. And the thing is, that I really would have wanted to show you this shop… in this age of online-shopping and home-deliveries, I’m absolutely sure you would have appreciated a visit to an “old-fashioned” record-store.

Oh, and to make things worse, what cd jumped out to my already teary eyes?
Right you are..

It feels so stupid to miss these kind of little things, but I do. These are the things that seem to matter the most.

And about something completely different.
… I missed my “window of opportunity”, and I don’t know when the next possibility will be. That makes me feel like I’ve failed, again.

There are a lot of things I’d like to say, but I’m just too tired to gather my thoughts :( So this will have to do for now, and I’ll try to get a little bit of sleep…

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