For you, X.
I should forgive you for violating my physical integrity. I should forgive you for saying the most hurtful thing I can imagine. I should forget all the rules you used to control our little family and forgive that all of them are now vanished since you’ve found your new love.
I should forgive, even when everything in me wants to scream that you DON’T get to be happy after everything you’ve done to me! True enough, I’ve paid back in full from my part. I’ve been no angel myself. But still, do you even realize that the things you did were wrong? Did it ever occur to you mind?
It’s so unfair. That you, my love, the kindest, the most caring person I’ve ever met, had to go… I’d need you so much right now…